i saw.. i realized... i believed.

it was all empty, nothing being felt, nothing important to be felt...

being nobody to nobody is lifeless, empty... i saw in years in my own eyes, he was there... i didnt pay attention till i realized. he was there.. the meaning life, the reason i breathe, the reason i live and love... i thought he found me but the fact is... he was there.. all this while.. i found him. he showed me disciplines, he showed courage that he gave others, he showed me love he showered others, he showed me pain that can be healed, he showed me tears will dried up...

and all i have to do is to believe. i only have to open up my eyes, heart and soul.

i felt like an alien in the beginning but he opened up everyone's eyes for me. he gave me a place to cry, he gave me a place to complaint, he gave me a chance to be a better person, he gave me reasons for everything i do... and most of all, he gave me a place to say "thank you..."

when things go wrong, its not always bad, its the beginning of a reward that he's about to give....

'may god bless you...'