wait mummy, wait...

17 is the age, where all teens go craze,
when mistakes are forgiveable and commitments were never in place,
but she gave up all that and held no regret nor rage,
with the decision to bring me to life and that i'll be raised,
and through nine months of patients even with the growth of unwanted marks and veins
she gave me a life, her new happiness and faith...

though complication striked and i was saved from grave,
poor lil' girl, went through hell with no family or menage,
only with a man and his family entourage...
that she'll then live with, without any title of mrs from the human amalgamate...

on 1st nov to her, it was something more than great,
to hear me cry though i have no similarity to her flawless face,
but before she could celebrate, she must get back to work and she didnt hesistate,
as i need to be fed and alone she must faced...

over 30 years of effort, love and faith,
she watched her lil girl grow with grace,
even with no money left that she could save,
she is happy that her girl is healthy and well behaved..

i now turned into a woman that is confident and brave,
making some bucks and have a big dream to chase...
a dream to make my mummy's life from good to great,
and i'll only need a little more time to accumulate,
my earnings thats hopefully soon enough to replace,
all the hard times she had with a warm lovely space,
for her and me, and our family sharing everything in one plate...

all i'm asking is not the sky, the sea or the rain,
but just a little more time for me to take out her previous pain,
as i couldnt lift my eyes watching her..  though she gracefully age...
"please lord, let my mummy wait... just a little while, for me to make her feel great..."
"mummy please wait.... i will not be too late..."

from your forever princess... infinite xxoo